January 27, 2011

Three Hundred & One.


I told myself that I want to just enjoy my last sem,
& relax & not get stressed up over my results at all.
but, here I am,
reading the notes for my second seminar..

don't know why..
but I guess I am just used to this cycle.
well,
I think I will still study as much as I can,
even if the results do not pay off,
even if I do not reap what I sow,
even if the previous 2.5 semesters did not justify my efforts..
I will still study.
it's my last sem,
my last lap of my student phase afterall.

January 25, 2011

Three Hundred.


My blog seems so dead.
this is my 300th post. ~.~
school has started.
this is my final sem.
jan is gna be over soon,
if you havent already realized.
we have only 11more mths,
to make 2011 a great one.
This is a totally random post,
as you can see.

January 17, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Nine. -Pineapple Tarts!

The Pineapple Tarts Recipe! ~.~
It was my very first attempt at these!

January 15, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Eight.


I miss him, I miss him all the time.
I don’t know how to not become teary every single time I think of him.
It’s been so long.
It’s not because I cant move on.
It’s the fact that he used to be someone whom I see, every single day.
But now?
Each rare conversation we had, only makes me realize how distant we are.
How very distant we are..

Two Hundred & Ninety Seven. -ECP


One fine Sunday, Shine & her family & friends headed to East Coast Park..........
*yawns* at the cliche beginning of this post.

January 13, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Six.

You know, when I always complain about wasting time on putting on make-up, I meant it. Even after almost 3yrs in this in this industry, I still find putting on make-up a chore. Yea, C-H-O-R-E. Esp for photoshoots, because they require heavy make-up. & I detest the removing process as well. Time-consuming max.

January 11, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Five.


I give myself a good cry if I need it,
but then I concentrate on all good things still in my life.
- Mitch Albom; Tuesdays with Morrie

Less than 2 weeks of holidays left!!
ARGGGHHHH.

What have I been up to for the past 2weeks of holidays
after the Genting/KL trip?

January 8, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Four.

& then,
there are people,
who just stays in a lil’ corner of your heart.
The Special One.

It’s not because you want that person back into your life.
In fact, you’re contented with what you have now
& happy with who you are with now.

But somehow, that particular person just remains in your heart.
You still care,
& somehow, some things that are happening,
still bother you, a lil’,
a lil’ too much.

I guess, that’s why they say,
feelings fade, but love stays.


I'm currently baking pineapple tarts for CNY!
it's my very very first attempt at it.

January 7, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Three.


"You need to learn how to select your thoughts
just the same way you select your clothes every day.
This is a power you can cultivate.
If you want to control things in your life so bad, work on the mind.
That's the only thing you should be trying to control."

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

January 6, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety Two.


Okiedokie........
after much procrastination,
I finally set up my Tumblr site!
Actually, I've "chopped" the username since eons ago,
but I only used it to stalk other Tumblr sites that I really like ~.~

So, here it is!

January 5, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety One.


"From that moment I wasn't angry anymore...

Kids, you may think your only choices
are to swallow your anger or throw it in someone's face,

but there's a third option: You can just let it go,
and only when you do that is it really gone and you can move forward.


And that kids, was the perfect ending to a perfect love story.

It just wasn't mine.
Mine was still out there, waiting for me."

-Future Ted, HIMYM (S4E06)

Currently enjoying my semester break very much.

So much so that I can't imagine
how terrible I'll feel when the last semester begins.


& worst of all,

January 4, 2011

Two Hundred & Ninety.


Everything is changing.
Day by day, we don’t notice it,
but just look back over the past year
and you will realize everything has.

People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t,
and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to
are now some of your closest friends.
Life makes little sense,
and older we are the less sense it will make.
So make the most of now,
\before it all changes once again,
because in the near future,
all that’s left would be memories.

It's possible to go on,
and that in time, the grief lessens.
It may not go away completely,
but after a while it’s not so overwhelming.

—Nicholas Sparks, Dear John via runawaytrain

January 2, 2011

Two Hundred & Eighty Nine.


"There is so much about my fate that I cannot control,
but other things do fall under the jurisdiction.
I can decide how I spend my time, whom I interact with,
whom I share my body and life and money and energy with.
I can select what I can read and eat and study.
I can choose how I'm going to regard unfortunate circumstances in my life,
whether I will see them as curses or opportunities.
I can choose my words and the tone of voice in which I speak to others.
And most of all, I can choose my thoughts."