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Four Hundred & Eighty Eight; Carpe Diem

August 23, 2012 /

This post is definitely totally random.

It's 2.47am now.
I slept for 1.5 hrs yesterday & 3+ hrs the night before,
& had two days of filming.
But here I am, still wide awake.

Tonight, I'm not feeling vexed. 

Tonight, my mind & heart actually feel at ease.

The night before yesterday, I realized that my mind & heart were already in sync.
This made decision-making easier, though it was still a struggle.

Yesterday night, I made the decision which in a way, might steer my life into another direction, forever.
Yeterday, I told myself, 

"Every ending is a new beginning. Tonight, marks a new beginning for me."

& I repeated the exact same sentence to myself right before I slept. It kinda worked for me I guess.
I woke up this morning feeling rather refreshed & energetic despite only 1.5 hrs of sleep.
It literally felt like a fresh start for me.
I was motivated to focus, to do my best at work, to abandon the thoughts which should now be left behind.

& tonight, the words "Carpe Diem" suddenly meant so much to me.
Carpe diem, in other words, seize the day.
Tonight, I've learned to embrace the surprises that come along the way;
& to seize the day.
Living day by day.

“Carpe diem! Rejoice while you are alive; 
enjoy the day; live life to the fullest; make the most of what you have. 
It is later than you think.”

Self-reminder, definitely.

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