I wrote this sometime back in May, on Mothers' Day:

(I dont care how cliche this may seem, i dont care how others may laugh at me for posting this, i dont care what others may think. I just know that she, is my greatest love.)

Mummee Dearest,

We know we've been through so so much tgt.

The hardships, the troubles, the worries, the sorrows.

No doubt they led to so much tears, or even quarrels.

But it's also due to these that we've experienced,

that made us even closer, that strengthened our bond even further.

That made me realize even more, how much you mean to me.

That made me believe that as long as we stay close tgt,

we can overcome & conquer any obstacle coming our way.

That made me determined to give you a good life,

which you've never been able to enjoy for these 20+ yrs.

I love how we always hold hands, whenever we go,

even if it's just a short trip to the NTUC.

I love how you hold on to me, for support.

I love how you'll always cook my favourite dishes,

whenever i feel like having them.

I love how you've always believed in me,

no matter how low morale i get.

I love how you make me smile, & make me laugh whole-heartedly.

I love how you've never pressurized me,

in studies or other issues.

I love how you always tolerate my

mood swings, my temper, my ventings.

I can go on forever on all the things that I love abt you, Mummee.

You know, how it hurts me, whenever I touch & feel your hands,

the pair of rough hands,

which signifies all the hardwork & tough life,

that you've been through for 20+ yrs.

Which clearly shows how you've never spent on yourself,

to pamper yourself for 20+yrs.

Spa, Facial, Massage, Manicures, Makeups, Branded Goods, Condos, Cars, Credit Cards, Overseas Trips.

None of these belongs to your category.

& I know, you'll never yearn for them.

But Mummee, gimme a few more years.

I promise I'll give you a life that you totally deserve.

Health, is what worries me most.

One after another..

It must have been hard on you, I know..

& you still hafta work now, standing for 5 hours straight.

& sometimes even up to 8 hours.

how can your legs take this strain any further?

I really really pray tt GuanYinNiangNiang will bless you..

& not torture you any further..

Mummee, I Love You.

I love you every single day.

You're my best lover ever,

for no one will ever utd me like you do,

no one will tolerate me like you do,

no one will care for me like you do,

most importantly,

no one loves me like you do.

♥

Ninety Five.

HELLO!!!!!!!!

Exam is finally OVER, & done with!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this sem had really been hectic to the max.

with projects suffocating us all the way til
one week before exams.
but come to think of it,
everybody in the same course is going thru the same whole shit.
so we cant complain that its not fair or whatsoever. ;)

OH anw,
say goodbye to my flat & straight hair :(
my hair is 'volumised' now.
why so?
because...........

my hair stylist did sth to my hair.
the inner layer of my hair is now like this.....................................

HAPPENING RIGHT.

but this is the inner layer, so you cant really see the difference,
except that its really more "volumised" now.
& i can feel the difference in the texture.
i dont know to be sad or not to.

my precious natural straight & silky hair, my only asset!!!!
but cant deny that it looks a lil better now since its not tt flat anymore.
anw, he did this in preparation for the Hair Show @ Taka in Jan 2010. :)
&.........

imma have hair extension the next time i visit.
HAHAHAH. hair extension, & then chop it off according to the style he wants.
OHWELL.........

feels excited abt it, yet i know
hair extension = DAMN TROUBLESOME + difficult to handle with,
esp when shampoo-ing.

meanwhile, some photos taken on my best khaki's bday :)

the sugar in the desserts = FOC; free flow; no need money one.

bday girl is the boss!

a space specially for jes who went to the washroom

we took turns being the statue....

i like this!!

//5.42am.
just got back from Phu 1hr+ ago.
had bday celebration for bro in law in the evening too.
& &, my princess is back in spore.
:)

Ninety Four.

This is for you, MY DEAREST KHAKI!

hahah of course I wont show you my message for her!
it's btw us. **
HHAHA OKIE SEE YOU LATER MY LOVES!
gna continue to CHIONG FOR LAST PAPER NOW!!
til then :)

Ninety Three.

time to workout big time said (6:52 PM):

have alot also need to be nice trees,

got nice trees also need to have the chance to meet,

got the chance to meet also must have the fate to be together

ditto.

Ninety Two.

The only good thing about exams:

It gives you a reason an excuse to eat, eat, eat, & grow fat.

on a side note,

look what my best buddy drew for me:

♥!

but when I told her,
the shit is on my head, not body.......
she told me to draw myself.
< /3!

Ninety One.

Lemme ask you a qn:

When you see something extremely beautiful,
would you prefer to enjoy every moment of it,
looking and admiring it til it's gone,cause you'd rather indulge in that very moment.
or would you prefer to take a quick glance & then quickly dig for the camera to snap a picture of it,
cause you prefer to have sth concrete to look back at?

For me, I'd be stuck btw these 2 choices.

Sometimes, you dont need photos, to have the beautiful memories.
because, it's all in there, in your heart.
If it's such an importance scene, it'd definitely remain as part of you,
w/o any 'evidence'. So all you should do, is to just enjoy every single of that moment.
Because that real-time experience, you may never get that same feeling as that very moment agn.

But then agn,
sometimes, a picture speaks a thousand words. A picture paints many beautiful colours.
It 'secures' some form of memories for you to look back at, to smile at whenever you take a look at it.

So, what's your choice?

Eighty Nine.

Hmmm, I really have no intention to be "dao" or anything..
but it's only because I'm an active FB user, which means I do post a lot of my photos on FB, communicate with frns on FB, etc.
So I dont really like the idea of having strangers browsing through my profile, photos etc., & MOST IMPTLY, adding my frns on the list when you dont even know him/her.

I've filtered my first fb account a few times before,
& currently, altho there are still over 1000 friends,
there are really less than 10% of the ppl in my lists whom I have no impression of at all
or have not met in real life before (some of the media ppl perhaps)
I only accept frns request from friends or ppl whom I've met once at least, for this acct.

Thanks for your understanding..!

Eighty Seven.

Second Round audition for ______.

(sry........ will let you know what is _____ if i manage to get into the Top 10. hahahah)

Jingjing in the hse yo!

we share the same bday too!

Subway TVC Filming @ RP:

Christina!
It so happened that we were both selected for the cheerleader role!

I was so shocked to see her on the day for fitting of the costume.
Nevertheless, really glad & happy. :) fun & bimbotic with her.!

Markus, the skater.

AND WE SHARE THE SAME BDAY.

how coincidental, tell me.

Mr KK, the Judo(er?) hahah

Magdalene as The Ballerina. she's petite, & pretty.

Lianne, as the hot beach vball girl.

Judo, swimmer, subway crew, boxer

I really cant wait for 25th,
whr I can take lots & lots of photos with my loves.
:)
& my 2 buddies, ting & lun, it's been too long...... :(
& the ghosts too!